Cintan ! :(

salamullah :)

quite long kan since my last post ! hee .. bukan sbb busy or something that relate dgn aku punya study just tak ada kesempatan nak berdating dgn blog kesayangan niy :D

well ! mesti tertanya2 kan kenapa title yang agak wierd and maybe for some of us it quite annoying ! tapi sebenarnya post kali niy just nk share kesedihan apabila kita kehilangan sesuatu yg kita sangat2 syg ! :'(

CINTAN ! actually tu nama kucing kesayangan aku ! since dia kecik lagi aku bela dia then until today .. dia mati ! :( 

perasaan sedih tu xtau nk ungkapkn sbgai mana rupa .. tapi the one that most sad actually mt little brother .. since aku tak ada kt umah niy .. dia la yg jaga and play around with it ! kdg2 tu smpai tido skaly kt atas katil sbb Cintan niy jinak sngt2 .. suka kacau org lain and always nk attention org lain :)

but today ! everything changed and totally i can feel it until now .. my mum ! seriously speaking she cried and can't bear to see the body ! sorry ummi .. i can't take a good care of Cintan .. sbb dia mati terkena racun or some kind like that .. before it died .. dekat mulut dia cam ada buih2 and dia pon tak boleh nk jalan properly  and it died right after suffering for almost  a whole day .. 

again i'm sorry !

it look just a like this cat ! 

p/s : really hope i can hug it for the last time :'(