Dearest 6ixth May (:

Assalamualaikum ! ehem3 :D
well ! act tetiba jadi kind hearted niy cause today was my 18 birthday ! im old already .. hik3 ..but anyway .. im soo glad and thankful to all Mighty cause still giving me an oppurtunity to stay awake and live in this massive world !

I HOPE ! in this all new beginning .. my life will be more valuable and be as wonderful and cheerful like above picture ! no more sad and gloomy day in my entire life .. make me as happy as i can with anything that impossible .. and please ! do make my dreams become reality and all my wish being granted ! :D

not much to say ! all i can do now .. start a new day with a new life books ! and pray that everyting will go smooth and may God bless me well always ! not forget a bunch of thanks to my parents cause taking care of me since i was child and until i can know about the story of life nowadays ! last but not least .. a great thanks also to all that had make my life soo meaningful .. without you all my life would be nothing dear (;



p/s : thanks a lot to all that had wish me Happy Birthday (:

Do i care ?

teramat sangat ingin lepaskan geram dekat sumone yg tak faham Bahasa Melayu ! is every single questions need an answer when it comes to our secret ? can't you just leave me alone and let me keep my secret with me ? let it be mine and STOP asking about it okay ?

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE !



p/s : i just said once .. if you still dont get it .. just forget about it >.<

Shattered here on the floor

again ! hari yang amat membosankan yang terpaksa jugak aku lalui .. haha ! ayat xbleh bla kowt ! but thts the truth .. ingat hari niy boleh laa nk kuar atau pegi lepak2 ngan kawan2 .. last2 kena jugak stay kt umah nim tunggu adek aku balik sebab kena pegi ambik dia kt skolah..adoii ):

by the way ! smlm borak2 dgn sepupu sepapak sdare aku dkt umah mak long ! haha .. and then tak habis2 laa soalan yg bertubi2 dtg cam peluru pistol dekat aku nim .. tanya soalan sal further education yg aku sendiri tgh pening nak fikir ! perlu kew di tanya ? adoii .. tapi tuw laa manusia .. adew sifat ingin tahu .. lau tak takkan wujud laa berbagai jenis manusia kt dunia niy kan ? hik3 ..

tapi aku tetap jgk bagi tahu kt dorg .. just said that .. lau adew rezeki nanti nk masuk maktab ! sebab hari tuw daa pegi intrview and evryting went well ! tpi lau adew choice yg lbh baek mebi akan pegi dekat U kowt.. sumtim like that laa yg aku gtau kt dorg.. hee ~

forgot to say ! aku tak dapat Matrik ! felt soo devastated but well , life must go on right ? due to that .. sesiapa yg dapat tuw a bunch of congrate to all of you .. to those who unlucky as me .. dont be sad .. rezeki adew kt mana2 .. just believe in God that there are much more great plan in the incoming life ! okay (:

well ! got to go anyway .. felt soo damn much sleepy right now .. tpi yew laa kan .. tak elok tido petang2 cam niy .. yew tak ? soo .. just got to go and take my rest ! hee ~


p/s : to someone , tenx for the approve setelah sekian lama .. baru dua bulan jew pon (;

here comes MAY ..

MAY comes .. let by gone be by gone !

well ! since the time move soo fast right now .. i hope in this new month will brings soo much happiness and being soo meaningfull to me .. no more tears and sad moment thats soo bitter for me to go through for the second time ! just hoping that a happy and cheerful of me will brighten my day in this newly month (:

looking at the above picture ! i hope my daily life will be as same as its ! a place that fulls of serenity and tranquility which can brings soo much valuable moment to be remember in the day comes ! do make it becomes reality please ~


p/s : im trying to be a new me (:

Easy Come .. Easy Go ~

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same

No, no, no, no

* Grenade - Bruno Mars *


p/s : evryting is better now .. hope it will always be (:

ohh my ~

well ! agk lme dh kowt aq xpost ppew .. kan kan kan ? huhu .. not bcoz im busy just not in mood ! hope u guys understand (: soo .. my life right now ! notim soo intresting at all .. just really bored and no nothing what to do ! really misz the time when i entered a course called KEX .. really misz my friends , my teachers and expecially my time with all of them inside a class doing a lot of fun and enjoyed stuff )':

since all of above gone ! dh xtau nk buat apew skrg .. stay jew kt umah dh 2 now just wait to go to ipta and proceed in my studies ): again ! ckp sal nk msok ipta nim .. just remembered that yesterday was the day for my intrview for IPG or KPLSPM and this also the reasons why i do not update my dearest blog (;

soo , here goes nothing :

KPLSPM Interview (under PPC Programme) only has 1 stage, which includes three components, which are :

1. Malaysian Teacher Selection Test (MTEST) or INSAK
This test was very easy, but tricky. It consists of 135 questions, each only has 2 answers - you need to choose either one. The period for this test is only 30 minutes - and I believe that all of you can finish it.


For example :
1. Are you kind? (a) Yes (b) No
2. Have you been angry towards others? (a) Yes (b) No
* The questions are in Malay, don't worry.


2. Group Discussion
You'll be given a topic to discuss. This topic has only two sup-topics. The time for each sub-topic is just only 10 minutes. You need to start on your own. Don't talk too little, but not too much. They judge you on your confidence, resilience, phrase and pronunciation.

3. Individual Interview
This one is in English. They will ask about yourself, your hobby, your interest - and about the course that you apply.

(all above i copied from my friends blog , sorry dear (; )

but then .. mine not gone smooth just like above .. its a bit different coz .. i had to done my group discussion first then followed by individual one and lastly the test ! i dont know why but that what i had gone through .. weird right ? but thts the reality :p

back to the story .. during group discussion the topic was EFFECTIVE SCHOOL ! ohh my ~ i dont know what to say at first but then im the one who start the session first ! was that considered as crazy action ? let it be ..hik3 .. then .. i had my individual one .. i thought it gonna be a hard one but then they just ask me about myself .. current issue and then abour ur future planning ! nothing soo challenging ): but still i had a horrable one .. haha ! they ask me : do u always read newspaper ? ohh NO ! time tuw memg dh cuak gler sbb aku niy xyah ckp laa .. the laziest one nk bce paper .. lau bce pon dkt bhgian sukan jew ..hehe ..

then ! the panel told me .. u want to be a teacher but u didnt read newspaper .. how could u know about current issue ? i then just smiled and said to her .. i just use my fingers mam .. evryting is on the internet now (: she then smiled and stop asking me that questions ! that time .. i felt soo relieve ~ fiyuhh !

well ! i felt soo satisfied with what i had done today but there also happen an accident that embarressed me soo damn much ! know what ? i forgot to take off my nametag that they had gave to me until i went down then sumone told me ! nice nametag ! haha .. at that time i felt soo feelingless u know ! whaaa..what a day for me >.<

soo ! notim more to say ..
just hope i can got through this intrview..
do pray for me k u guys ..
thts all ..
bye !


p/s : im soo happy right now (:

All Day Long ~

well ! soo damn much borim ary nim , xtau nk buat apew just tdo..tdo and tdo ! haha .. ingt nk settle sal sijil smua .. last2 tdo jew memnjg ! hik3 .. yew la , niy smua sal intrview pnye psal laa .. nk tdo pon susa , haishh ! but anyway .. ary nim aku dpt tdo a whole day kowt ! hee ~ but still .. aku kne gk sttle sal sijil nim .. yew laa , nex week daa nk pegi intrview tuw .. daa laa bnyk gler bnde nk sttle ..bkn sal sijil tuw jew .. lau nk ckp memg xhabis aku mmbebel sal nim .. hee ~

ha'a ! almost forgot .. smlm pegi laa bli bju kt kBmall ! haha , lucu gler kowt time nk bli bju tuw .. bknye apew , kakak yg keje kt c2 tuw cam nk naek gler kowt ngn aku ..haha ! kesian kt dye , yew la mne tak nyew .. kne lyn krenah aku yg tah ppew nim ! smua nim slh baju tuw laa .. bnyk sngt pilihan .. smpai aku jdik rambang mata ! pening kowt nk pilih.. hee ~ memg kesian gler tgk dye smlm .. but still aku customer ! soo .. customer always RIGHT ! kan kan kan ? haha :D

above picture just for display .. hee ~

soo ! today was a boring day to me ..
but still really happy ! coz i got my valuable sleep time , huhu ..
such a great day for me (:


p/s : make ur best decision k ! :D