Debate ..

ok fine !
today aku kena debate ngn owg yg gila2 power english..
yg aku nim memg broken gila !
can you all imagine that ? fuhh ~

but thats the truth actually happen today in my life..
tpi , sal ilmu ngn pngalaman korg xyah ckp arh..
bnyk gler yg aku dapat..
slain dri thu cner nk handle stress jew , aku pon dpt jgk control mslh yg aku ngh alami skrg..
soo..
Thank God for giving me this chance (:

well ! bnyk gler lau aku nk story kot lau aku nk cter start dri A -> Z ! memg smpai pgy xhabis arh aku membebel mlm niy ! hik3 , just nk gtau yg aku memg dpt full support from my beloved friends in SAPIENTA ! and also from sumone (:
aku pon nk berterima kasih sngt2 kt dorg , cbb snggp tggu aku smpai ptg just nk bgy support kt aku..tenx guys ! u all make me feel about the true friendship !

mebi tuw jew kowt aku nk share..
nk ckp bnyk pon xleh..
susah nk describe..huhu..
soo..
grab any opportunity in your life..
do believe urself..
nyte guys..
tata ~


p/s : tenx you for evryting (:

Hope ..

well !
HARAPAN !
soo many things to say rite..
about this matter..
siyezly !
i start to believe i need this..
miracle appear in my live..

really need it damn much ):

rmai yg anggap lau dh memg sesuatu tuw dtkdirkn sedemikian , soo dh xder ppew yg boleh dbuat untk mngubh nyew..kan ?? tpi , bkn bgtu sbnrnye ! kte mmpu mngubh sgala tkdir jika kita yakin dan tekad dlm mncapai sesuatu yg dinginkn melalui DOA ! yakinlah ! setiap apa yg brlaku adew hikmah dsbliknye , dan stiap apa yg kte hajatkn , adew pro contra nyew masing2, samada Baik @ Buruk !

for me ! i hope that evry single thing thats i do , can bring happiness to anyone , evnthough i had to sacrifice myself ! NEVER EVER want to see my beloved one crying !

for now !
tuw jew kowt..
sorry sbb mlm niy really miss sumone..
speechless with what i want to say..
away for a while..
see yaa ~


p/s : im sorry if i make u cry )':

Caring & Sharing ..

hey ~
SHARING jom ! (:
what did you guys expect..
when sumone asking you to do this..
is this normal or absolutely awkward to you ???
doesn't matter what it is..
just one thing i know !!!
i want to share all my
HAPPINESS & SADNESS..
with the one i really love most in my live..

well ! thats the truth , maybe bgi sumone niy smua just a silly little things ! but , i have my own oppinion and i really hope that person can share all her feelings with me , neither happy or sad one (;

CARING !
is it necessary to some of us ?? if me , i say totally yes !!! why ?? bcz when i really love and admire sumone , i really want to make that person happy and nothing can stop me from doing all this in my daily life !

well !
that its for tonite..
soo damn much sleepy rite now..
just rmember those two things..
okey ???
tata ~


p/s : miss u damn much (:

Keep Smiling (;

hye ~
SMILING !!!
iyup ,thats what we do when we happy !
right ???
tpi yew laa kan..
bkn evry time kta always smiling..
adew jgk time kta sdeh , frust , marah , bored ,senget !!!
kan ??? hik3..
soo..
anyting hppen to us..

keep smiling okey (:

yg aku pegi mmbebel sal snyum niy bknye apa..iyew laa !!! just nk gtau kt dri aku nim be happy..tuw jew ! sbb muka aku skrg dh mcm makin hitam kowt ~ waa ! what am i suppose to do ?? sumone please tell me ?? umm , but anyway aku brsyukur yg aku tetap aku , biar gelap dan hodoh di luar ! tpi aku tahu yg hati ini tetap akan sama selamanya :p

soo ~
as the conclusion..
im who i am..
no matter what..
theres nothing can change me :D
notim more..
tata ~


p/s : still need u (:

CAMPING TIME !!!

iyup..thats what im gonna tell you all ! all about my memorable time during KARISMA CAMPING (: fiyuhh !!! tak adew laa istilah mnyesal time aku smpai kt cner..almost evrytim teramat sngt menghepikn bgy aku..soo soo soo full of enjoyment ! hehe..tpi iyew laa kan, apew yg teramat sngat mnyeronokkn tuw laa tidak di story kan..iyew tak ??? soo..lets start time aku nk brtolak mse kt uma agy :p

pagi tuw memg aku bgn awl gilak..first time kowt after SPM bgn awal , ahak! erything aku daa pack mlm bfore nk pegi tuw , soo xder laa aku kalut kibut cam tsunami nk dtg..kn ??? smua ok jewp ,but then abah aku dtg n said :' abe..abah xleh nk ata nim ado kijo..naik bas deh ??? ' waaaaaaaa.. !!! (hati meraung kemarahan) memg mase tuw aku dh speechless cam nk bgy public speaking kt prhimpunan dpn 2 juta org jewp ! erghh ~ soo , demi camp pnye psal aku just naik bas and straight too karisma ! ~.~

afta briefing n soo on ! ktorg pon naik laa bas , then menuju kew destinasi camp yg diberi nama REDZWAN CHALET !!! (: apew laa pnye malang nseb aku ary tuw . mse kt ats bas aku pulak yg kne brdiri ! tak ckup sit laa..adoii.. nk tak nk , aku bantai jew duduk kt tepi driver bas tuw , sbb kt situ adew cam ruang kosong yg bleh laa muat tuk aku duduk brsila , fuhh ! memg time aku control abis laa ! hik3 at last .afta i whole hour journey aku n daa geng pon smpai laa kt tmpat yg pnuh ngn knangn tuw (: straigt to the room then afta that start laa xtvt yg brmcm aneka spnjg 3 hari 2 mlm aku kt situ (; sbut sal xtvt nim..a lot to much lau aku nk stori soo bfore aku nk start share detik trindah nim . here the list of our memorable do's thing ;

~abseiling
~one minute inspirational video
~flag presentation
~war cry
~contact agent
~canoeing
~war game

quite interesting right ??? i bet it soo (: memg lau aku k story sal smua above tuw ! smpai pgy xabis agy kowt , soo aku just nk story a few things jewp ! firstly , ehem3 ! ABSEILING ! haha , memg time niy aku pnye jantung pnye laa kencang gler brdnyut cam nk trkeluar jewp rsenye , iyew laa bngunan 20 kaki aku kne pnjat n then trun blik ! OMG ! save me please :D tpi time niy bside aku ase sparuh mati , time aku pon ase hepi gk sbb leh tgk my beloved one doing its jump , siap ngn record agy tau ! heheh (: not just that , canoeing pon best yg amat doe ! ase cam xnk jew kuar drik dlm kayak tuw , siap mintak extra time nk main lgy plak tuw :p others than that , there's also war game !!! fuhh , memg xtvt nim time untk aku meng'exploded kan ' kpale ! must think how to save an hostages with just 35 troops versus 200 enemy from lanunland !!! haha..seems quiet funny , but act its gonna make u felt just like a useless person , siyezly speaking (: but then its time for all of us to go home and officially end this 2011 KEX CAMPING

)':

otw bfore i went home ,
smpat kowt brgmbar with all of my beloved friends
including her (:
and thanks a lot to our beloved
teachers sis marina and captain ariffin
what a great camp u make for all of us..
thanks sincerely from me ZH !!!


p/s : a lot of sweet memory with her (:

I HATE U !!!

arghhh !!!
know what i really2 hate
in this world beside
an animal called
NYAMUK !

A FLU !!!

whaa..really2 hate this
u know !!!
im suffering rite now
and i couldn't sleep properly..
iskk :(
but i must sleep anyway rite..
soo..
gtg guys
bai.

p/s : still can't sleep :(

i'm back ! yeah (:

hye hye hye (:

long time no see rite..
hehe..
dats me if u all want to know..
lazy one to wrote sumtim..
ngee~
but anyway..
i want to start writing something..
from now on..
know why..???
bcz of somone dat soo sweet..
love that person soo damn much..
(:

okeh ! first thing first..aku nk share sumtim laa slame aku x meng'wrote' ppew nim..byk jgk bnde yg aku nk gtau..tpi yew laa..xkn yg personal un nk share jgk kowt..over doe..haha..act..aq nk stori sal al-kisah idop aku lps tamat nyew pnderitaan SPM yg tramat full ngn masam n pahit one !!! hehe..okeh !!! act skunk nim aku ngh kerje kt cafe..hebat tak ??? ahak..but dats d truth u know..yew laa..nk kta krje tuw best..opz laa xkn..soo..aku krje jz tuk release stress n my bored that soo freaking bad..hik3..bside dat..aku pon ngh amik kusus skunk..ENGLISH man..yeah !!! i can speak english now u know..soo proud of myself..evnthough its still broken :D

tuw jew kew ??? xlaa..adew agy kowt..aku unn nk stori gk nim sal diri aku skunk..bkn nk memuji..jz nk stori sal apew yg org len kta kt aku pnye personality skunk..full of komen PEDAS one !!! haha..
yeah !!! expecially sal rmbut aku..whaa..hepi tau x cbb first time lam idop aq dpt simpn rmbut pnjg cam niy..bkn nk memuji..tpi adew laa ckit gaya cam korea..agk2 hensem x ??? huhu..dh tuw..aku pon daa smakin krus kowt..memg sah lau aku msk contest lelaki plng slim..fuhh..gerenti juara !!! :p

well !!!
mebi tuw jew kowt aku nk share..
4 mean while..
iyew laa..
lau umo pnjg agy..
kjp jew agy aku wrote sumtim else..
hehe..
thats all guys..
bubbai.



p/s : love my life now (: