Easy Come .. Easy Go ~

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same

No, no, no, no

* Grenade - Bruno Mars *


p/s : evryting is better now .. hope it will always be (:

ohh my ~

well ! agk lme dh kowt aq xpost ppew .. kan kan kan ? huhu .. not bcoz im busy just not in mood ! hope u guys understand (: soo .. my life right now ! notim soo intresting at all .. just really bored and no nothing what to do ! really misz the time when i entered a course called KEX .. really misz my friends , my teachers and expecially my time with all of them inside a class doing a lot of fun and enjoyed stuff )':

since all of above gone ! dh xtau nk buat apew skrg .. stay jew kt umah dh 2 now just wait to go to ipta and proceed in my studies ): again ! ckp sal nk msok ipta nim .. just remembered that yesterday was the day for my intrview for IPG or KPLSPM and this also the reasons why i do not update my dearest blog (;

soo , here goes nothing :

KPLSPM Interview (under PPC Programme) only has 1 stage, which includes three components, which are :

1. Malaysian Teacher Selection Test (MTEST) or INSAK
This test was very easy, but tricky. It consists of 135 questions, each only has 2 answers - you need to choose either one. The period for this test is only 30 minutes - and I believe that all of you can finish it.


For example :
1. Are you kind? (a) Yes (b) No
2. Have you been angry towards others? (a) Yes (b) No
* The questions are in Malay, don't worry.


2. Group Discussion
You'll be given a topic to discuss. This topic has only two sup-topics. The time for each sub-topic is just only 10 minutes. You need to start on your own. Don't talk too little, but not too much. They judge you on your confidence, resilience, phrase and pronunciation.

3. Individual Interview
This one is in English. They will ask about yourself, your hobby, your interest - and about the course that you apply.

(all above i copied from my friends blog , sorry dear (; )

but then .. mine not gone smooth just like above .. its a bit different coz .. i had to done my group discussion first then followed by individual one and lastly the test ! i dont know why but that what i had gone through .. weird right ? but thts the reality :p

back to the story .. during group discussion the topic was EFFECTIVE SCHOOL ! ohh my ~ i dont know what to say at first but then im the one who start the session first ! was that considered as crazy action ? let it be ..hik3 .. then .. i had my individual one .. i thought it gonna be a hard one but then they just ask me about myself .. current issue and then abour ur future planning ! nothing soo challenging ): but still i had a horrable one .. haha ! they ask me : do u always read newspaper ? ohh NO ! time tuw memg dh cuak gler sbb aku niy xyah ckp laa .. the laziest one nk bce paper .. lau bce pon dkt bhgian sukan jew ..hehe ..

then ! the panel told me .. u want to be a teacher but u didnt read newspaper .. how could u know about current issue ? i then just smiled and said to her .. i just use my fingers mam .. evryting is on the internet now (: she then smiled and stop asking me that questions ! that time .. i felt soo relieve ~ fiyuhh !

well ! i felt soo satisfied with what i had done today but there also happen an accident that embarressed me soo damn much ! know what ? i forgot to take off my nametag that they had gave to me until i went down then sumone told me ! nice nametag ! haha .. at that time i felt soo feelingless u know ! whaaa..what a day for me >.<

soo ! notim more to say ..
just hope i can got through this intrview..
do pray for me k u guys ..
thts all ..
bye !


p/s : im soo happy right now (:

All Day Long ~

well ! soo damn much borim ary nim , xtau nk buat apew just tdo..tdo and tdo ! haha .. ingt nk settle sal sijil smua .. last2 tdo jew memnjg ! hik3 .. yew la , niy smua sal intrview pnye psal laa .. nk tdo pon susa , haishh ! but anyway .. ary nim aku dpt tdo a whole day kowt ! hee ~ but still .. aku kne gk sttle sal sijil nim .. yew laa , nex week daa nk pegi intrview tuw .. daa laa bnyk gler bnde nk sttle ..bkn sal sijil tuw jew .. lau nk ckp memg xhabis aku mmbebel sal nim .. hee ~

ha'a ! almost forgot .. smlm pegi laa bli bju kt kBmall ! haha , lucu gler kowt time nk bli bju tuw .. bknye apew , kakak yg keje kt c2 tuw cam nk naek gler kowt ngn aku ..haha ! kesian kt dye , yew la mne tak nyew .. kne lyn krenah aku yg tah ppew nim ! smua nim slh baju tuw laa .. bnyk sngt pilihan .. smpai aku jdik rambang mata ! pening kowt nk pilih.. hee ~ memg kesian gler tgk dye smlm .. but still aku customer ! soo .. customer always RIGHT ! kan kan kan ? haha :D

above picture just for display .. hee ~

soo ! today was a boring day to me ..
but still really happy ! coz i got my valuable sleep time , huhu ..
such a great day for me (:


p/s : make ur best decision k ! :D

just ' DO ' it !

okay ! not associated with any nike commercial :D , just a tittle for me to inspire mysely and others out there to trust and believe yourself about anything u had make in your life was the best u had done (: , never regret and just thankful to all Mighty that u still being given an opportunity that others might not be able to fell it even just once in their life ! wether it is something that brings happiness or sadness .. just appreciate what we had got in nowadays life ! but if u still refuse to do soo .. just take this as yours inspiration :~

Don't give up on your dreams, goals or aspirations for you never know how right they truly are until you put them into action.

yup ! anyting yg trjdik lam hidup kte nim , jgn laa cpt sngt ptus asa but believing in yourself is one of the first steps to success. If you don't have confidence in yourself, it will be difficult to succeed in anything ! and dont say this => 'Ok , aku dh xlarat ! i want to quit ! ' please NO ! but let just says ' Yes , i will just DO it ! ' that will be more great compare to others one !

last word ..

Believe In Yourself , and You Will Do Your BEST ! (:

thts it for now ..
bye !


p/s : do believe urself to k (;

there is nothing that i can't DO !

yup ! there is notim IMPOSSIBLE in this nowaday world ! evryting that just came on in ur mind , just grab and make it become reality ! do what u think is the best .. nver say NO ! to something that even u didn't try to achieve , bcoz one day in the future ! u will regret on what u had done and the change will NEVER came back in ur life ! even u create a tears of blood (:

well ! korg msty dh tau kan tntg apew yg aku ngah bebelkan nim , yup ! this is all about life ! mcm2 bnde yg nk kne sttle , dh tuw kne decide plak sal apew nk buat , too damn much of things need to be handle ! tpi .. tuw laa psal kehidupan , always jew kne buat keputusan even bnde tuw tramat sngt pahit tuk dibuat ! and after that there will be the road not taken ! a things that hard to describe but thats totally of true life !

since last few days , smua kwn2 aku ngah asyik menyoal siasat sal maktab ! yew la .. excited nk thu others dpt kew tak , biarlah dri sndri pon xdpat .. adoii ! Ahmdulilah laa , aku still jgk dpt dan xder laa segan sngt nk jwb kt dorg2 yg kaki PENYIBUK tuw ! tpi lantak dorg laa , yg aku thu skrg a step forward lgy aku dh nk dpt capai apew yg aku harapkan sejak aku kecik , bkn profession guru yg aku harapkan , but as a LECTURER ! thts my dreams , jdik ! aku anggp niy smua sbgai jalan tuk aku capai impian aku yg terpendam slama nim , n God ! please make a way for me to achieve this ! ^.^

tapi laa kan , lau dpt course lain nant , still aku akn pilih blik jgk , cuma niy smua plan awl bgy aku tkot nant jadi plak bnde yg xsptotnye , soo .. this is a PLAN A for me to proceed in my studies ! hope soo much evryting will go smooth and just fine (:

okay ! gtg now ..
mata aku nim dh slowly nk trttp ..
really need my rest now !
thts all ..
bye !


p/s : hope u had a better plan for ur future too (:

a WAY to success ..

TAHNIAH !

Anda layak untuk menghadiri Temuduga Program Kursus Perguruan Lepas Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia Ambilan Jun 2011.

thank God ! u make me blieve there still a hope for me in the fture to come ! i wish i realise all this much more earlier , now ! i want to change evryting and begin with a new me starting with a new life book (: well ! since this is a beginning , i just hope after this all will goes well n smooth ! again ! thanks for give me this priceless oppurtunity in my life !

p/s : if u there ! i hope evryting goes well to (':

D-Day On Cert Ceremony (:

okay ! past 7th of April was D-Day for my hard work on presentation board was officially ended ! thts all during Certificate Ceremony KEX'11 (: , well ! during that time all plan goes well including the surprises for our beloved teachers ! hik3..nothing unwanted things happened and evrything were soo exciting that day !

then ! no more bgn awl2 pegi kt krisma tuk rehearsel , lunch togther ngn smua actors , make fun and jokes during rehearsel , gadoh ngn my assistant Aqilah Naziman , sharing my personal probs ngn AisyAmira.hik3 , and others xtvt yg aku slalu buat mse pegi rehearsel kt karisma ! gonna misz soo damn much all thats moment with all of you )':

not much to say ! just trlmpau bnyk sngt new things yg aku dapat drik KEX nim expecially got to know her..hehe ! hope all this moment will always be in my heart ! love all of u soo damn much expecially to sis Marina n captain Arifin (:

not much to share ! just enjoy the pic !

thts all ! bye (:


p/s : no pictures with her ):

may all goes well tomorrow !
really hope that soo damn much..
(:



p/s : all d best to her while doing ur job !

Soccer !!!

ok fine ! now ! aku ngah merana , meraung , menahan SAKIT ! whaa , hurt this soo damn much ! know why ? all this bcoz the above matter ! sobs2..yew la ! ptg tdiy pnye tragedi laa nim , aku niyh memg lau sary tuw xmain bola ! fuhh ! xlalu mkn aku dbuat nyew..hee (; but then ! now aku rse cam xnk jew lgy men bola ( ckp jew tuw ) ! yew la ! kaki aku daa bengkak2 doe..nk jalan pon dah mcm org OKU ! bleh imagine tak ? haha , dh laa krje aku byk gler lgy , trpkse laa aku buat jgk even aku gundah gulana sbb kaki yg injured nim )':

btw ! i need sumone to fill me up myself with happiness rite now ! really need it soo damn much ! IDK why ? just im really begging for that ! i wish i could turn back the time n went back to the moment full of laughter and happiness , even just for temporary ! well ! need to calm my mind rite now , please problems ! away from me for a while and perhaps FOREVER !!!
thts all ! bye !


p/s : suddenly im thinking about u , and all the mistakes that i had done )':

here comes APRIL (:

ohh well ! here comes APRIL ! but still the same me (: just , hope that soo much this month gonna be a month that bring changes to my life and gonna be a great month to me anyway ! still ! bnyk lgy krje yg aku kne settle ! fiyuhh ! but still , aku kne buat jgk kan..yew laa ! malas tuw xyah ckp laa , memg dh sntiasa wujud dlm dri aku nim ! but this time , please ! KEMALASAN ! u pegi main jaoh2 , i nk buat krje i dgn jayanya..hik3 ! :D

others than that ! hope soo much that this month will bring a lot of happiness to me , and gve a lot of meaningful experience for my fture life (: and , please !!! let me get along back with her ! really miss u damn much dear ):

umm ! nothing more to bebel about ! hik3..
just !
wishing a lot miracle will happen in this new month !
thts all..nytes !


p/s : i wish u know how much i need u dear (: