teramat sngt boring skrg nim ! i wish i at karisma rite now..
miss u guys already..hik3..
well ! nk rest jap ! (:

Kangen Band-Pujaan Hati

hei pujaan hati apa kabarmu
ku harap kau baik-baik saja
pujaan hati andai kau tahu
ku sangat mencintai dirimu
hei pujaan hati setiap malam
aku berdoa kepada sang Tuhan
berharap cintaku jadi kenyataan
agar ku tenang meniti kehidupan

* hei pujaan hati, pujaan hati
pujaan hati, pujaan hati

reff:
mengapa kau tak membalas cintaku
mengapa engkau abaikan rasaku
ataukah mungkin hatimu membeku
hingga kau tak pernah pedulikan aku

cobalah mengerti keadaanku
dan cobalah pahami keinginanku
ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku
lengkapi jalan cerita hidupku

hei pujaan hati, pujaan hati

hei pujaan hati setiap malam
aku berdoa kepada sang Tuhan

berharap cintaku jadi kenyataan
agar ku tenang meniti kehidupan

p/s : i hope u know all this (':

Morning ! (:

ohh yeah ! really misz this blog damn much..haha..yew la kan..since last two days..
aku xpost ppew..quite bust right now act ! but siyezly i want to make up with it right now..
since last two days..aku asyik ulang alik jew kt karisma..hik3..yew laa kan !
mne tak nyew..sibuk ngn amanah yg diberi kt aku nim ! and this is all bcoz cert-ceremony !
but siyezly..i dont mind at all ! im doing all this sincerely for my beloved teachers sis marina ! (:
but anyway ! aku enjoy jew mse kt sana..yew la ! dgn kwn2 yg agk sewel..memg happening !
siyezly ! really love yaa my friends ♥
ohh yaa ! today my parents will not be going around ! both of them will go aboard !
whaa..really gonna misz them soo much ! but..sdeh jgk sbnrnyew..yew laa ! sbb xdpt pegi..
iskk iskk ! but soo k..while they at there ! Oh God ! please safe them from any harm..
and do take good care of them ! really love both of u damn much (:

and still !
for this 3 weeks long !
im still cant sleep well..
ohh my !
wth is happening to me ):

umm !
thts it maybe for now..
karisma dh memggl2 nme aku kowt..
ahak..
well ! gtg !
thts all !
bye (:


p/s : hope she in a good situation..n really miss u dear ):

believe in urself , piqa !

iyup ! i know i can face all this ! even.. i think today is far much more btter than yestrday..and hope soo goes same with tomorow (: well ! i had enough think about all this all day long..nk apply tuw laa..ini laa..adoii ! tired with all this..why cant we just believe in God ! percaya yg rezeki tuw adew kt mne2 jew ! umm ): hope soo much can go through all this quickly and make the best decision later ! ohh yess ~ ary niy nk try luck aku kt Selangkah Ke UITM kt Machang ! hope adew laa rzeki aku kt cner nant (: well ! thts all..bye ~


p/s : make a right decision okay (:

its all FATED !

' when there a will , there always a way ! '

always jew thinking sal RESULT yg aku dapat skrg ! not miss even a single minutes thinking about all this ! well ! i know my result not as good as others , but still i want to be a successful person !
aku xkesah pon sal apew yg org len nk ckp tntg aku pnye result !
as long as i know ! i had done my best !
dan aku percaya pada sentence niy :

Jangan bersedih dgn apa yg ALLAH telah tetapkan untuk kita..
Setiap kali kita berdoa.ALLAH sentiasa mendengar dan jawapannya ada 3. Dan ketiga tiganya adalah YA.
1-YA , akanKU kabulkan doamu hambaKU
2-YA , akanKU kabulkan tapi bukan sekarang
3-YA , tapi aku ada rancangan yg lbih baik untukmu

soo !
think about it wisely ! as long as u believe in yourself and most importantly dear God !
there will always a HOPE !
for you to face all the hardships thts soo bitter !
know !
im starting to realise all this..
thanks my lord !
thts all..
bye.


p/s : i hope u b strong k (:

Diantara Kalian ..

Diantara Kalian - D'Masiv

Ku akui ku sangat-sangat menginginkan mu,
tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian.
Aku, tak mengerti,
ini semua harus, terjadi.

Ku akui ku sangat-sangat mengharapkan mu,
tapi ku kini sadar ku tak akan bisa.

[Reff:]
Lupakan aku, kembali padanya,
aku bukan siapa-siapa, untuk mu.
Ku cintai mu, tak berarti bahwa,
ku harus memiliki mu s’lamanya.

A a, a a.

Ku akui ku sangat-sangat menginginkan mu,
tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian.

[Reff]

Oo aku, tak mengerti,
ini semua harus, terjadi.

[Reff] (x2)

A a, a a.
A a, a a.

p/s : )':

The Moon ..

just now !
i saw the moon shining brightly..
soo beautiful of the God creations in this world !
suddenly !
i just remember about all the sweet memories that i had gone through !
is it gonna always be likes this ???
just a memories that left for me ???
i hope i can shine back my life, just likes the moon..
brighten the darkness of the night !

this night also !
im alone talking to the moon..
asking what will happen next in my life..
because missing sumone thts seems forgetting me !
how can i face all this !
oh God !
pless !


p/s : hoping u will come back )':

Arghhh ~

my head felt dizzy rite now !
a lot of probs need to be settle down..
just need a good rest rite now..
well !
mebi its time for me to go to sleep..
since i went back from camping..
i cant even sleep..
but tonite !
i want to have my valuable sleep time and dreams ! hik3..
soo..
thts all this nite !
see yaa !
bye ~


p/s : i wish im the one for you ):

Sapienta In The House ...

okesh !
bru jew ciap kemas rumah !
why ?
cz all Sapienta siblings gathering kt uma aku ary nim..
for BBQ and playing games..
whaa..happening gler kowt..
really enjoyed it damn muchh today !
even its tiring me alot (;

can you all see the happy faces ?
we all enjoyed what we had done today..
a lot of excitement and embarassing things we had done..
but siyezly !
we all love it damn much ! hik3..

act , evryone gather kt umah aku kul 9 am agy , till 5 pm , but still the time not enough for all of us to stay and play togther , theres a lot of other things we want to do ! but , evryone must went home and rest !
but at least , all of us had a really great time together and such a happening day even its just temporary !
but togther ! we all gather as a SIBLINGS ! (:

well !
not much to say..
just really enjoyed it damn much..
soo thts all.. tata ~


p/s : really hope she also there ):

Pray ..

now !

evryting that i do are useless..

i cant be mysely..

i DONT KNOW WHY !

at this moment..

i can just pray..

and try to face it !

but anyting that i do..

just remind me of her !

why i must face it..

WHY ???

is there nver ever..

in this live.

a happy ending story ?

is it always end with tears ?

no one know !

even myself !

I DONT KNOW !

ohh GOD !

pless.. !

)':

p/s : just hope my pray will be HEARD !

Lonely ~

umm ! act xtau nk ckp sal apew , just really2 feel soo lonely rite now without any news from that person ! hope she will tell me soon ):
theres sumting i want to say act , tpi cam adew jew sumting kt dlm mulut niy xbgy aku ckp ,
cam sjew jew dye sruh simpn n then make it as a secret to myself !
mebi sbb aku trlampau rindu yg teramat sngt kowt kt that person smpai evry single things yg aku buat aku mesti ingt kt dye , aku pon xtau apa yg dh jdik ngn dri aku skrg niyh , dh angau kowt ! hik3 , just really hope that i can hear a good news from her later (:

well !
no more things to say..
just really2 hope that things will happen..
thts all..
bye ~


p/s : please contact me ):

Sad Moment ):

ok fine !
that its for KEX '11 in my life !
today is last day and no more happening day likes there was in KEX..
really gonna miss that moment ):

anyway ! byk agy sbnrnye stori sal kex nim , tpi lau nk cter from the beginning till the end !
fiyuhh ! memg smpai pgy esop arh aku men'wrote ' kt cniy ! hik3..
just , what the simple word i can say about kex is..
WONDERFUL ! (:

u know ! on this day i cry , funny kan ? ahak, but that the truth , i cant bear to see all my friends
sad with tears beside hugging each others ! what a great family we had on this moment and
forever !!!
the lesson actually teach us to be more matured and realise about what is the reality of life in this world that never ever had the end ! making us learning to be more active than pasive in way of our daily life with friends and others expecially when its goes to talking face to face !

sal pengalaman plak xyah ckp arh ! bergunung2 kowt ! huhu , trlampau susah nk describe ngn kata2 or baris ayat ! just one thing that sure ! you will never get to learn and feel all this if you yourself dont follow
this exciting learning english course !
NEVER IN THIS WORLD !
only in a littel place called KARISMA ! :D

well !
noting more to say about..
just evrything that start must be the end , right ?
soo..
thats the end off KEX journey ~


p/s : she didnt cry today ! but still , i miss her (:

Debate ..

ok fine !
today aku kena debate ngn owg yg gila2 power english..
yg aku nim memg broken gila !
can you all imagine that ? fuhh ~

but thats the truth actually happen today in my life..
tpi , sal ilmu ngn pngalaman korg xyah ckp arh..
bnyk gler yg aku dapat..
slain dri thu cner nk handle stress jew , aku pon dpt jgk control mslh yg aku ngh alami skrg..
soo..
Thank God for giving me this chance (:

well ! bnyk gler lau aku nk story kot lau aku nk cter start dri A -> Z ! memg smpai pgy xhabis arh aku membebel mlm niy ! hik3 , just nk gtau yg aku memg dpt full support from my beloved friends in SAPIENTA ! and also from sumone (:
aku pon nk berterima kasih sngt2 kt dorg , cbb snggp tggu aku smpai ptg just nk bgy support kt aku..tenx guys ! u all make me feel about the true friendship !

mebi tuw jew kowt aku nk share..
nk ckp bnyk pon xleh..
susah nk describe..huhu..
soo..
grab any opportunity in your life..
do believe urself..
nyte guys..
tata ~


p/s : tenx you for evryting (:

Hope ..

well !
HARAPAN !
soo many things to say rite..
about this matter..
siyezly !
i start to believe i need this..
miracle appear in my live..

really need it damn much ):

rmai yg anggap lau dh memg sesuatu tuw dtkdirkn sedemikian , soo dh xder ppew yg boleh dbuat untk mngubh nyew..kan ?? tpi , bkn bgtu sbnrnye ! kte mmpu mngubh sgala tkdir jika kita yakin dan tekad dlm mncapai sesuatu yg dinginkn melalui DOA ! yakinlah ! setiap apa yg brlaku adew hikmah dsbliknye , dan stiap apa yg kte hajatkn , adew pro contra nyew masing2, samada Baik @ Buruk !

for me ! i hope that evry single thing thats i do , can bring happiness to anyone , evnthough i had to sacrifice myself ! NEVER EVER want to see my beloved one crying !

for now !
tuw jew kowt..
sorry sbb mlm niy really miss sumone..
speechless with what i want to say..
away for a while..
see yaa ~


p/s : im sorry if i make u cry )':

Caring & Sharing ..

hey ~
SHARING jom ! (:
what did you guys expect..
when sumone asking you to do this..
is this normal or absolutely awkward to you ???
doesn't matter what it is..
just one thing i know !!!
i want to share all my
HAPPINESS & SADNESS..
with the one i really love most in my live..

well ! thats the truth , maybe bgi sumone niy smua just a silly little things ! but , i have my own oppinion and i really hope that person can share all her feelings with me , neither happy or sad one (;

CARING !
is it necessary to some of us ?? if me , i say totally yes !!! why ?? bcz when i really love and admire sumone , i really want to make that person happy and nothing can stop me from doing all this in my daily life !

well !
that its for tonite..
soo damn much sleepy rite now..
just rmember those two things..
okey ???
tata ~


p/s : miss u damn much (:

Keep Smiling (;

hye ~
SMILING !!!
iyup ,thats what we do when we happy !
right ???
tpi yew laa kan..
bkn evry time kta always smiling..
adew jgk time kta sdeh , frust , marah , bored ,senget !!!
kan ??? hik3..
soo..
anyting hppen to us..

keep smiling okey (:

yg aku pegi mmbebel sal snyum niy bknye apa..iyew laa !!! just nk gtau kt dri aku nim be happy..tuw jew ! sbb muka aku skrg dh mcm makin hitam kowt ~ waa ! what am i suppose to do ?? sumone please tell me ?? umm , but anyway aku brsyukur yg aku tetap aku , biar gelap dan hodoh di luar ! tpi aku tahu yg hati ini tetap akan sama selamanya :p

soo ~
as the conclusion..
im who i am..
no matter what..
theres nothing can change me :D
notim more..
tata ~


p/s : still need u (:

CAMPING TIME !!!

iyup..thats what im gonna tell you all ! all about my memorable time during KARISMA CAMPING (: fiyuhh !!! tak adew laa istilah mnyesal time aku smpai kt cner..almost evrytim teramat sngt menghepikn bgy aku..soo soo soo full of enjoyment ! hehe..tpi iyew laa kan, apew yg teramat sngat mnyeronokkn tuw laa tidak di story kan..iyew tak ??? soo..lets start time aku nk brtolak mse kt uma agy :p

pagi tuw memg aku bgn awl gilak..first time kowt after SPM bgn awal , ahak! erything aku daa pack mlm bfore nk pegi tuw , soo xder laa aku kalut kibut cam tsunami nk dtg..kn ??? smua ok jewp ,but then abah aku dtg n said :' abe..abah xleh nk ata nim ado kijo..naik bas deh ??? ' waaaaaaaa.. !!! (hati meraung kemarahan) memg mase tuw aku dh speechless cam nk bgy public speaking kt prhimpunan dpn 2 juta org jewp ! erghh ~ soo , demi camp pnye psal aku just naik bas and straight too karisma ! ~.~

afta briefing n soo on ! ktorg pon naik laa bas , then menuju kew destinasi camp yg diberi nama REDZWAN CHALET !!! (: apew laa pnye malang nseb aku ary tuw . mse kt ats bas aku pulak yg kne brdiri ! tak ckup sit laa..adoii.. nk tak nk , aku bantai jew duduk kt tepi driver bas tuw , sbb kt situ adew cam ruang kosong yg bleh laa muat tuk aku duduk brsila , fuhh ! memg time aku control abis laa ! hik3 at last .afta i whole hour journey aku n daa geng pon smpai laa kt tmpat yg pnuh ngn knangn tuw (: straigt to the room then afta that start laa xtvt yg brmcm aneka spnjg 3 hari 2 mlm aku kt situ (; sbut sal xtvt nim..a lot to much lau aku nk stori soo bfore aku nk start share detik trindah nim . here the list of our memorable do's thing ;

~abseiling
~one minute inspirational video
~flag presentation
~war cry
~contact agent
~canoeing
~war game

quite interesting right ??? i bet it soo (: memg lau aku k story sal smua above tuw ! smpai pgy xabis agy kowt , soo aku just nk story a few things jewp ! firstly , ehem3 ! ABSEILING ! haha , memg time niy aku pnye jantung pnye laa kencang gler brdnyut cam nk trkeluar jewp rsenye , iyew laa bngunan 20 kaki aku kne pnjat n then trun blik ! OMG ! save me please :D tpi time niy bside aku ase sparuh mati , time aku pon ase hepi gk sbb leh tgk my beloved one doing its jump , siap ngn record agy tau ! heheh (: not just that , canoeing pon best yg amat doe ! ase cam xnk jew kuar drik dlm kayak tuw , siap mintak extra time nk main lgy plak tuw :p others than that , there's also war game !!! fuhh , memg xtvt nim time untk aku meng'exploded kan ' kpale ! must think how to save an hostages with just 35 troops versus 200 enemy from lanunland !!! haha..seems quiet funny , but act its gonna make u felt just like a useless person , siyezly speaking (: but then its time for all of us to go home and officially end this 2011 KEX CAMPING

)':

otw bfore i went home ,
smpat kowt brgmbar with all of my beloved friends
including her (:
and thanks a lot to our beloved
teachers sis marina and captain ariffin
what a great camp u make for all of us..
thanks sincerely from me ZH !!!


p/s : a lot of sweet memory with her (: